Retardan

It’s amazing how people use the name of God when they’re at their most desperate. How when they try to fix something, they use or ask for God’s assistance.

“God, all I want is for her to come back.”

See? Makes you think that the reason the other person left is because of her shortcomings. But why don’t people ask anymore? Or find the truth? The reason why God’s assistance is needed? Or why she left?

The reason she left because the “he” is a useless sack of shit, that’s why. Now people would think that the “her” made the best move she possibly can. Isn’t that right?

People tend to lean on to that person who talks the most, who shares the most, who can give out the juiciest piece of information and forget that there are two sides to a story.

Believe what you want. Nobody’s forcing you.

Your ignorance is amusing.

Everybody’s a reason for someone’s happiness. You’re mine. We’re given one lifetime to find and spend the rest of your life with. You tend to make wrong decisions along the way but it’s never going to be too late. I’ve made bad choices. A lot of it. I changed.

Then I found you.

I know that you might think that it’s too soon, but at this moment, I want to remember this when I’m at my most vulnerable - when I’m at my strongest and at the same time, my weakest.

I can’t find the most suitable ring that would fit your hand since it’s already perfect as it can be to my eyes.

I love you.

I can never imagine a tomorrow without you and at this very moment, I want to tell you that I want to marry you. I want to be that person that you wake up to every morning for the rest of your life. To have and to hold and all that crap.

To be able to lay on the bed next to you with your body wrapped around me every night. To be able to eat breakfast with and have dinner every night.

To have dirty conversations with that’ll end up n love making. I want to do everything with you.

To start over again. Make new chapters in life together.

I love you and I’ll prove this to you everyday.